Hey guys,  I have decided to finally join the giveaway bandwagon, so to celebrate my 50th post in 2/3 days time I will be choosing a winner for this Emma speciality (apologies for the bad quality photos!!)…

Pink, organic cotton cardigan I customised with buttons, ribbons etc, it is new but I took the tag off to sew on my own label

…all you guys have to do is: Tell me which fashion item do you dream of having, but have never seen in stores to buy?  For example, this could be a top with velcro sleeves or something else like a jacket made from pink purple and blue satin with yellow bows…ok not a great choice but you get the idea.  Then simply mention me in your blog and link back.  Simples

On to the day…

Not been too well again and have been lying on the couch again and sleeping loads. Generally feeling sorry for myself.  I really need to get my college work done but I just can’t sit up and do it with this sore stomach, aaagh!  What is even worse, o2 have cut off my mobile line.  Not such a good day eh.

So I woke up at 6:30ish, drank my suppliment, then munched through this…

Oats, Wheetabix, soya milk, banana, dried fig, walnuts, brazils, fage 0% and a little gingerbread man and vanilla powder sprinkled on top

 And for snack I was feeling pancakey…

Blueberry pancake (pinhead oats, egg white, vanilla essence, baking soda) with, PB & Co, a little banana and yoghurt

WW pasta, tomato paste, spinach, cherry tomatos, garlic and CHEESE!!

Today I was just eating what I felt like I wanted…not what I had to have, and I really wanted this pasta like I used to make before ED…and it had bloody CHEESE in it…one of my major fear foods.  I was nervous to say the least, but to get life back on track I need to conquer my fears.  ED was obviously screaming at me, but I told it to fuck right off because I, EMMA wanted it and I was dam well going to have it!

For dinz I made another home made wrap, without the oil this time, which worked much better!

WW wrap stuffed with tikka chicken, fage 0% and tahini, with hot sauce and some veggie soup on the side

Fage 0% with granola and almonds

and some yummies from yesterday…

WW muffin with banana and honey, and PB & Co

A random juice for less bulk (well, half of it lol)- spinach, beetroot, 1/2 an orange, 1/2 a Fortijuice and some detox cordial.

The juice was not great but not bad either, need to experiment with these things. At least it was packed with nutrients though , oh and The author I am always talking about is going to be signing books on sunday in Waterstones, yay!! So me and rach are going to go up and get our books signed…cool chick book nerd, yeah I know

My little cuz Reece is up staying with us at the moment and he’s just arrived with his xbox so we are just going to play guitar hero, woop!  Off to rock the sitting room now,

Sleep well my lovelies  xxx