I am alive!
Posted by: Emma on: September 16, 2009
Hey guys i am sorry for the severe lack of posting!!
Been so busy living it up:
Festivals, nights out, trips, guys 
and sorting stuff for uni. As usual Iv been so busy I’v left this all to the last minuit…again…lol.
Just a note to say that Im doing fine but I really felt the pressure to post all the time was actually getting in the way of life. Not in a ba way but I would like to feel that I want top post and not just because I feel I have to 
I have a somach bug atm, and for the first time in aaages I have actually been vomiting and having really bad cramps in my stomach. This better go away soon cos I have sooo much to do. I have been going on major binges lately (like 1500 in one sitting) so I’m still trying to find the balance in it all but I’m hoping that will come eventually. So it’s late here and I still have a lot to do so I will have to love you and leave you all for a while (moving, freshers week, more weekends out, phew!) and this is my crazy antics of late
”I plead Insanity”
Posted by: Emma on: August 22, 2009
Hey guys, sorry I havn’t been posting much lately, life just seems to be so hectic and full of things to be done atm, but I did get this…
…2 and a half hours later?? and this is it half finished! I’v still got another part to go on the top, and the flowers need to be shaded and filled too (I get the rest done in a week or so after this heals) I have come to a conclusion…I am definitly insane!! It was soreish to start with but got easier half way through, until he reached the black filling. It was only JUST bearable but then I had been sitting there for a good while. All I have to say so far is that I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!
Just watching ‘Dirty Dancing,’ (at half 5 in the morning??!) and had a lovely breakfast…
- pinhead/original oats cooked in chai tea and butternut squash, Fage 0% with almond buttah n cinnamon
I have literraly had this about 3 days in a row, but I can’t help it, it’s soo goood!
I saw this sign on the bus yesterday and I actually laughed out loud…
- ‘Though all else fails you…Jesus never will’
This is hilareous for me since I am the least religious person on the planet, and was needing some inspiration at that precise moment. Ha!
It’s my friends 21st bbq and party today so another eventful one. I can’t go to the bbq though cos the house is far away and I have to do my cousins hair in some fancy ‘do for her going out tonight so I’ll have to go up later for a partay!!
I am now off to drool at a very sweaty, half naked Patrick Swayze (you know you love it!!!) then have a looong hot shower before some more food (Ben and Jerries Cherry Garcia )
(paste out Jennifer Grey, add in Emma lol)
‘Now I’v, had, the time of ma life…and I owe it all t’ you!’
‘Painting naked people?!’
Posted by: Emma on: August 18, 2009
Hey guys, hope you have all been keeping well!
I have been so busy doing college work and ‘painting naked people’ (lol) I just found out that the colleges are back in for the new year and I was meant to have all my work done by now. Aaargh! I have taken a short break just to blog and then it’s going to be an all nighter (not for the first time, lemme tell you!) so I can finish it all and send it to my tutor in the morning. I have asked them to send a letter to the uni to say that I have definitly passed the course and i can then sort out my acommodation for Aberdeen etc. What a relief to finally get it all sorted for sure!
On to some eats
- Tesco Wm roll (yum!), with salad and honey mustard glazed chicken
- usual oat pancake with almond butter, Dark chocolate PB & Co butter and Fage 0%
- Baked sweet potato and home made baked beans (haricot beans, onion, plumtomatoes, cayenne pepper, sugar and garlic)
Thank you Jessica for the beans recipe it was delish!
Granny has deserted me again and is staying away for the night (great timing since I watched ‘Hide and seek’ last night :S) Had S over tonight to return his dvd I borrowed…‘ The ugly Truth’ is definitly a must-see chick flick!! We just talked and he helped me paint, bless his cotton socks! He is so amazing and nice though I’m still unsure if I like him ‘in that way’ or not. The spark I usually get with someone just isn’t there and no matter how hard I try I can’t make it emerge. I hope he doesn’t think I’m leading him on o r just using him or anything but I really do value his friendship a lot and enjoy his company!
I have been doing well with eating still so that is ALWAYS a plus though I saw some photos from 2 weekends ago and I was absolutely shocked and horrified at what I saw. The photos were bad enough that I wouldn’t dare post them for fear of triggering someone. It just shows you what bullshit ED tells you, and I am happy to say I have gained since then too. Though, this has made me really paranoid about posting pictures of what I wear (and pre- posted photos too) so I have come to the decision not to do so. There are those who don’t know how much I love fashion and clothes and I don’t want people thinking I am flaunting my illness in ANY shape or form! I sincerely apologise if I have ever upset anyone doing so 
Still having tummy troubles and I’v been really bloated this last week…but I have been feeling rather emotional too. I cried today listning to the Kings of Leon’s ’sex on fire’ because it reminded me of Glasgow, like, wtf?? I also recieved something…get this…a cramp of the monthly kind! Hopefully this is the hormones starting to regulate again. Curse ED for taking away my womanhood!!! Oh and my hair has stopped excessively falling out too, finally the day has come when the looming baldness packs it’s bags and set sail into the sunset :D
Have a lovely coconutty breakfast lined up which I am drooling over the thought of already!
Non nuit mes copines!
XXX
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